The last couple of weeks have been really tough. I started spotting and bleeding and found out the pregnancy was not viable. They were worried it was ectopic so they did an ultrasound and luckily everything looked alright. I found out today that my beta is now negative (4) so I am relieved that my numbers are going down. It was very emotional for me dealing with the loss of this pregnancy but I guess what is meant to be will be.
My main symptom lately is having trouble swallowing which can make me feel short of breath. Night time is the worst and it leaves me in crying spells a lot. It is so difficult with dick being on duty every four days and me being home to care for olivia alone. I am so worried that something will happen to me and no one will know til the next day. I am holding my own today and going to see a hematologist. He will hopefully check for mast cell infiltration and whatever else. I also hope to get scoped soon when the doctor comes back from vacation. I am not looking forward to it but hopefully it will give me the answers/treatment I need.
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