Tuesday, May 19, 2015

Still have not figure out what this illness is..

So, I was doing well for awhile until I went back to my endocrinologist who prescribed vit D and Metanx (a combination of methylfolate, b12, b6) and I broke out into a rash. The rash lasted for 3 days and now I am having stomach problems, restless leg, hypersensitivity, and numbness. I have had restless leg really bad for the past 2 days and now I am having this weird numbness/weakness feelings in my arms and legs. I was also having trouble swallowing/ spasms that were making it hard to breathe. I do not know what all of this is but I know it was caused by the allergy and it makes it all worse. I guess it will just have to run its course and I have to have hope that it all will heal again.

Of course this is after I start working and becoming a productive person again. I am now at the point where I realize that I may not be able to carry/have another child and I can't fathom that thought. There is nothing else I have wanted more in life than to be a mother and have a family. I would just really love to have one more kid. However, it is hard enough for me to take care of the one I do have and I dont want to be selfish. I really hope and pray to God that this all will heal and I can move on with my life. I want to be there for my family and live out my dreams. Life is sooo hard with a chronic illness. Dysautonomia is already debilitating and this stuff makes it worse.